Lacking motivation, confidence and contentment today.

Some days are good, some days aren’t so great. Today is a day that isn’t so great. I have zero explanation as to why. There doesn’t seem to be a root cause of the issue. It just ‘is what it is’.

Small things are annoying me. The sound of someone chewing. The thumping of the washing machine. The hum of the lawn-mower being run by the man three doors down.

Big things are annoying me even more. The fact that the dog chewed up my Nike’s overnight almost had me in tears. I have a headache that’s causing me to have a hard time seeing straight, and I just can’t to put a smile on my face no matter how hard I try.

I know you have to experience the bad days to appreciate the good days. Well, today isn’t one of the good days, that’s for sure.

45 thoughts on “Lacking motivation, confidence and contentment today.

    1. Thank you for your sweet note. I read it this morning when I was at the bank and I thought ‘Yeah, I’m going to go get myself a smoothie’. Probably not what you meant by hydrate, but the smoothie was certainly delicious.

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  1. Sounds like a great day for a nice, warm bubble bath and a relaxing cup/glass of something after you get out, of course. I hate those kinds of days, but tomorrow is a new one. My son’s pit bull chewed my favorite, rose gold, Michael Kors sandals and I thought that life as I knew it was OVA. ๐Ÿ™‚ I did recover and so will you. Stay afloat, dear. Hugs…

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    1. Michael Kors are not cheap! I’d have been so pissed lol. I’m not sure why I’m just reading this now, but your comment is/was so true, I did recover and it wasn’t as bad as I thought it was. Thank you โค

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  2. I’m kind of glad you referenced the specific small things that are annoying you…I go through that too and despite being stressed majorly often wonder if I’m just looking for things to be annoyed about because who else could possibly get annoyed by these kinds of things. I see that I am not alone in that, so know that you aren’t either. I hope the day gives you a few reasons to smile before it’s over.

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    1. Thank you for your solidarity. It’s nice to think that people out there, in this universe, think just like I do once in a while โค

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    1. Thank you so much for your kindness โค I'm reading this a month late and it's still hitting me as so relevant tonight. Thank You

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      1. Thought about this post the other day and was wondering how you were doing. I hope there is a glimmer of light in your day that will break out in full sunshine. Sounds so โ€˜Polly-annaโ€™ but for real- hoping your spirits are lifted today.

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  3. โ™ก Hey SupaSoulSis V; it’s Crystal Clear Clarity that I Totally Empathise ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜‡๐Ÿค— …every Now and Then there are Energies that Bathe Our Planet that Some Name Gaia; those who ARE Sensitive to these Energies do Experience DisComfort, including PAIN!!! ๐Ÿ˜ฅ and Increased Sensitivity in ALL Six Senses ๐Ÿ˜ฎ that Eventually Pass with or without Medical Intervention ๐Ÿ˜ท …for Me My “headaches” ARE Wierd; the “headache” happens in Different Parts of My Head ๐Ÿค• then I Say to MySelf “Reconfiguration of my neural pathways in .” and The Pain Mysteriously Goes Away but I’m NOT!!! Complaining about NOT!!! Asking Why ๐Ÿ˜†๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿ˜„๐Ÿ˜ƒ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜€๐Ÿ˜‰๐Ÿ˜Š

    …โ™กโ™กโ™ก…

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  4. Hoping the terrible day has passed and today proves to be much better for you. I sometimes find that the worst days are the ones where you can’t even explain why you feel so bad. It’s almost like having an idea of what the genesis of the depression/anxiety is or was, helps me process it a little better. Genuinely got it all crossed that today is better.

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    1. I’m just stumbling across this post tonight and realizing that people said some incredibly sweet things to me. Thank you for always writing such sweet and comforting things in times when I’m needing to hear them. And, the funny thing is, a month later this is still so relevant. Thank you, sunshine. โค

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  5. “Well, today isnโ€™t one of the good days, thatโ€™s for sure.” I really enjoyed this bit, something about sarcasm is beautiful. However, remain strong and I hope the good days come sooner than later.

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  6. Hey! Hope you recover and have the change to snap out of it. Sounds like your mind is moving on a one track… for a bit. For me I remember about “State Change” and heard about it from Tony Robbins. There’s so much you can do, but wish you a better day and hope your situation improves.

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  7. I hope since the posting of these heartfelt words that things have certainly looked up for you. Weโ€™ve all had these days and for me what seems to be my saving grace is a specific scripture psalms 34:18 speaking of God being near or close to those crushed in spirit. It gives me comfort and the ability to feel him in the space and place that he said he is, near to me. Sending you well wishes and smiles

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