67 thoughts on “Fighting a losing battle

  1. From the way you write, I got the feeling you were doing pretty well, but I think more info is needed. I know about feeling alone and fighting a losing battle, though and you are right about that. It sucks big time. If it starts to get the better of you, time for a change, Either that or just say “fuck it, let’s get on with it.” I’ve done both of those, one time and another, with limited success. Maybe it’s just a bad day? Feel better.

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    1. For the most part, things are going well. Sometimes there are just things in life we cannot control and that we cannot win. I guess I just needed to complain this morning. Thanks for the tip. I said ‘Fuck it, let’s get on with it’. We’ll see what happens, I guess…

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  2. You’re so strong Vee and you said the things that we are afraid to say. I bet it took a lot of courage to post this. It’s totally OK to have bad days. And like the previous comment, “this too shall pass.”

    Feel free to message me or call me anytime. I’m just a phone call away. Take care 🙏🏻🌸🌸

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    1. Thank you for the offer. That is so kind of you to suggest and it means a lot. Unfortunately this isn’t really something I’m able to talk about – which is why the post is so vague. I just needed to complain to get it out so that it didn’t take over the rest of my day.

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      1. Not sure if this will help you, but try writing it all out on paper, then ripping it apart. or speaking into the recorder on your phone, listen to your rant then delete it. These have worked for me when I couldn’t speak about something. ❤

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  3. I’m sorry to hear this and I can relate. One thing I admire about you is that atleast you’re not an alcoholic unlike crazy girl over here. I’m not sure how you deal with your stuff on days like this but I know a lot of people here support you, even if only from afar.

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    1. We all have our vices in this life. Just because I’ve never publicly announced mine doesn’t mean that it doesn’t exist. I say this not to try and compete with your statement, but just to say that you’re not alone. I am with you. And thank you for your support.<3

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  4. I have really been enjoying your blogs, you are a fantastic writer, very relatable.
    Perhaps you could write about what you think you could do to change this situation? Perhaps seeing it out on paper will make it easier xxx

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    1. Thanks.
      I have to give it some thought, really. I’m pretty sure an NDA is stopping me from doing or saying anything. I’m worried if I actually write it down someone will see it and then I’ll be in trouble.

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    1. I think it’s more of a throwing the pieces into the ocean and hoping they float away kind of situation, but I completely understand the metaphor.

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      1. It’s a Buddhist Dharma. He was the other guy around the same time as Jesus. Instead of miracles, he just kind of sat and laughed and said he was nobody.

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      2. CS Lewis “A Grief Observed.” Is really good. Into The Wild. Anything by Pema Chodron. Unless, you’re not ready to let go then I’m with you either way.

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  5. Trust me, I freaking get it. It’s why I haven’t been actively blogging. But then I guess that’s the breast reason/time to blog. Idk, just rambling about nothing now. Just wanted you know know I do understand. 😞😩😖

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