I cannot say why. I’m anxious, though. Very anxious. I am, dare I say, spiraling.
I hate anxiety. When it comes on, it comes so strong. There’s really nothing I can do to stop it. It just hits… like there are bricks laying on top of my chest, making it difficult for me to breathe, or move, or think.
I hate anxiety.
The thing about working in confidential circles is that you can’t share things with people. When you cannot share things with people you have to keep them inside and that is hard. That’s really hard.
I’m whining and I really need to stop.
I’m just anxious tonight.
I probably should sleep.