Today’s been hard.

I feel like the walls are caving in on me.

And, as I hear that there’s easily another month of quarantine ahead of us (probably more because… well… look at what’s happening in the USA), I’m feeling trapped.

I’m sad. I’m angry. I’m annoyed.

I have an ear infection, a horrendous headache and I would sell my soul for some chocolate and vodka right now.

Tensions are high in this household today. Actually, tensions are pretty high with everyone in my life lately. I’m just over here trying to stay quiet and be helpful and it doesn’t matter. Nothing really matters. They’re still beating up on me anyways. (Metaphorically. Not literally, thank god)

Nothing that I say is right.

Nothing that I do is right.

Why do I even try?